You keep looking for answers to justify why it didn’t work out and why it probably never will.
You ask your friends and maybe a stranger, but most importantly, you ask yourself. You question why you weren’t good enough and what made him want her instead.
You cry and you sigh and you go over it in your head a hundred times. You fight with yourself. You hate yourself.
But at some point, you have to stop. You have stop wondering and waiting and asking, and just accept that what happened, happened. He did what he did because he chose to do it, and that’s the only answer you need.
And if you can’t accept it, learn from it. Become stronger and wiser and know that although you didn’t get what you wanted with him, you’re going to get something so much greater from someone else someday.